For ever and a day i have been ashamed of the fact that i will quite happily give and take it up the bum (apologies for the phrasing, which was all wrong cos only girls read this blog lol) anyway, back on subject; but i rekon that it is time for people to know that i am bi, the reasons being as follows:
1) No-one actually cares so far, and i no longer see a reason why they would, its accepted nowadays and becides, according to me, and many girls, (including ali, cherrrrching:P!) being gay or bi is actually quite a sexy trait. Also, if anyone has a problem with it, they are far to shallow and unaccepting for me to consider listening to a word they have to say, and to take it seriously.
2) Ali isnt bothered either, she says i can, so this is good. Always ive not wasnted to say for whoever ive been out with but now ali doesent care, and i have realised its about me, no-one else, so why shouldnt I.
3) Conversations about fit guys are fantastic, especially if there are other guys there, its great to push them out of their cumfort zone :P.
4) I have made some good friends on the basis that lasses feel they can open up to you cos you understand cos your a guy, and also you can have an opinion cos you like guys. On the other hands, lads take a shine to you cos your "interesting", this doesent happen very often, as many also thing your "sick" i dont care though..
5) I am proud of who i am, mbe i shud drop a few pounds and do some work from time to time, but i do love being me which is fantastic news :), ali said "she wouldnt change me even if she could" ... that means a lot to me, and so has boosted my self confidence.
... of course there are bad bits, id be slated if my family ever found out, and Joel-fucking-skiiny-waker-Gabb found out the other day (no idea how), and he said it was attention seeking, so im not going to shout it out to the world, but i will endevor to hint i.e. (nothing wrong with being gay) and if anyone asks, then i shall tell them. And all will be fun fun fun...
The only other issue is my family would disown me, and my grandad would kill me if he found out there was gay to the garland name. But once again i dont care.
So thats that then its official, and i dont care who knows it!
:D
(ps the title is in reference to the post I love Robbie williams, and so does heidi)

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